a few days ago....I'd kinda forgotten the "greater is He..." part. I felt so burdened. So run down. So tired...sick. and worst of all... apathetic. I felt like I was drowning in emotions that were coming out of no where. Lost. Flailing in sorrow.
I hated it.
BUT! The mere whisper of His name causes His heart to beat faster and a beaming smile to spread across His face. "Jesus..."
"Jesus, come and save me...help me. Hold me and don't let me go. Be the air I breathe. I want to be obsessed. Cast fear far from me. Fill me with love..."
He is faithful. And oh, so beautiful. I praise Him for new life, poured like fire into my spirit. I praise Him for daily strength and grace. I praise Him for peace in the midst of raging doubts and spiteful lies from Satan. Jesus is there, instantly. And I have to wonder......why do I wait SO long to ask Him to come? Do I think I can make it on my own?? Haven't I learned by now that that would be absolutely ridiculous and utterly impossible? Sometimes I'm just so....
human.
grr.
We are victorious in HIM!! Thank You, Jesus.
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Today was beautiful.
Reasons? Well. Sweet Jesus time.
[my little bookmark which reminds me to keep my eyes fixated on HIM.]
Lots of work. Tan time. Dirty chai frapp from the V coffee shop. Quality time with my bestie. More work. A totally amazing outing with my kitchen fam. Bubble Tea.
[of sunshine and wishes]
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